Well, i certainly sounded pretty dismal in my last entry on here!!

I am currently still with my boyfriend, it is now only about 2, maybe 3 weeks until he moves up to Cambridge. We have discussed so many different options and possibilities as well as good and bad outcomes that may occur; yet we still have no decided exactly what to do!

I qualify in September and there is a fantastic job offer up in Cambridge, we're currently just trying to suss out whether or not a full time working nurse and her PhD studying boyfriend could actually maintain a healthy relationship. I personally would love to give it a go, and he knows this. He is just looking more on the rational side of how life will more or likely pan out... a PhD is not just any university course, it is long and hard and takes up alot of ones time. As does working 12 hour shifts! Basically, i am able to work where ever i please once qualified, if he (yes i have left the decision more or less in his court), comes to a decision that we shouldn't be together then i am not completely screwed, heartbroken maybe, but not screwed. It may well go the other way and i end up making one of the biggest changes of my little sheltered life and move up to Cambridge to be with him. (I know its sad but i have a little pang of excitement at the very thought of that!) Although i am aware i will be what feels like a million miles from what i know and love - my home town, friends, family and everything that is familiar to me.

What an interesting limbo i am currently stuck in!! Its all fun and games though i guess...its part of this thing that people call life!!

At this moment in time i am at my boyfriends parents house/farm in North Devon, i am visiting him for a week. Its so nice wearing wellies and braving the elements - well, mainly wind and rain! Not really doing much but doing loads at the same time!

Hope all who are reading this are well....

Emma